so they don't understand....why the crimson sky is now green. why to lights have shimmered out to a pale orange and then nothing. why her tears never stop. the pain is silly some say. silly, pointless, unnecessary, but real. it's not a new thing, crying. her eyes itch for an eternity. maybe a lump in her throat she can't swallow. the tears are a welcome release. one lone trailblazer trickles down her cheek and hangs precious seconds before release from her jaw. nothing new really. but the pain in her chest. caused by his tongue, mouth, hands, feet. she should laugh at him really. no sense does he make. but the words...cut through her armor....one at a time. make her doubt. make her wonder. she wants to close her eyes and forget. the pain from his touches and words. it just gets worse. sounds echo in her head. all she hears now...you're not worthy, you're ugly, you're fat, you're stupid, you don't deserve anything....and she cries. she wonders.
I'm here to tell you something. You are worth it, you're beautiful, you're brilliant, and you will forget about him. He's going to go through life looking back and wondering what happened to you. Cursing himself for not keeping you. He's going to be the one to cry.
I'm sorry he hurt you.
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