The planets are out of alignment or something. Maybe someone pissed in my cheerios the last week...except that I don't eat cheerios so there goes that theory.
I'm sitting here making ghost-pops for homecoming tomorrow...I'm doing this alone while the other group members are off doing god knows what with god knows who. There are a lot of lollipops and I'm low on Kleenex. Which means that they'll be by late to bring me more tissues, help me make the rest of the pops and then leave. Which means I'll be up till god know when yet again...and I don't even have an exam in the morning.
Tomorrow I've promised 4 of us to help another group at homecoming...I don't even know if we'll have enough to sit at our own booth.
I don't really know what's wrong with me lately...maybe my time of the month except I don't have those anymore...I'm feeling super pissy about every little thing. I don't feel like I'm getting enough help with anything from anybody. I almost am starting to feel overwhelm because when I do get a little bit of free time I should be making phone calls and scheduling classes to make some money but all I want to do is throw myself on the bed and hide from the world. I was even pissy at the bug today, and he doesn't deserve it at all.
I tried to surround myself with friends and that's fine for a little while, but honestly I'm just faking it. I don't want to be around them. I want to be around my online friends and joke and laugh and word spar for hours. I want to stay up until 4am and then sleep in until I feel like getting up out of bed. But that's not gonna happen....not even close.
So I guess I'll play a little Jason Mraz, feel a little lonely, wallow in self-pity for a regulated amount of time and then go to bed. That should do the trick....right?
"Whenever I'm caught between two evils, I take the one I haven't tried." ~Mae West
I'm sitting here making ghost-pops for homecoming tomorrow...I'm doing this alone while the other group members are off doing god knows what with god knows who. There are a lot of lollipops and I'm low on Kleenex. Which means that they'll be by late to bring me more tissues, help me make the rest of the pops and then leave. Which means I'll be up till god know when yet again...and I don't even have an exam in the morning.
Tomorrow I've promised 4 of us to help another group at homecoming...I don't even know if we'll have enough to sit at our own booth.
I don't really know what's wrong with me lately...maybe my time of the month except I don't have those anymore...I'm feeling super pissy about every little thing. I don't feel like I'm getting enough help with anything from anybody. I almost am starting to feel overwhelm because when I do get a little bit of free time I should be making phone calls and scheduling classes to make some money but all I want to do is throw myself on the bed and hide from the world. I was even pissy at the bug today, and he doesn't deserve it at all.
I tried to surround myself with friends and that's fine for a little while, but honestly I'm just faking it. I don't want to be around them. I want to be around my online friends and joke and laugh and word spar for hours. I want to stay up until 4am and then sleep in until I feel like getting up out of bed. But that's not gonna happen....not even close.
So I guess I'll play a little Jason Mraz, feel a little lonely, wallow in self-pity for a regulated amount of time and then go to bed. That should do the trick....right?
"Whenever I'm caught between two evils, I take the one I haven't tried." ~Mae West
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