Pocket full of happiness

 Yup, I have it.  I'm currently in Denmark if you didn't know.  I love it.  The architecture is so simple and amazing in its simplicity.  The people are so easy going and nice...and my friends...are the best.  I'm so glad I was able to do this trip - even though the sex museum was closed lol.

Viktoria, is so full of vitality and fun.  Vincent is so proper at first glance but is such a wonderful guy.  Robert is..everything I've come to know the last 5 years of knowing him.  I feel so comfortable here with them.  There hasn't been the slightest bit of awkwardness or uncomfortableness that I've known before from meeting people that I've met online.  I think it's because I've known them for so long online.  Regardless, these are three friends that will always have a special place in my heart...no matter where life takes us.

There is a bit of ... confusion ... I think, going on inside of me though.  I didn't come here with any expectations of my relationship with Robert other than being wonderful friends...but there have been a couple of moments when he and I have been alone, just talking, and I'll catch myself wanting to kiss him.  It's a bit of a shock...not much, considering our history...but..I really thought I was over that part of it.  I've been able to catch that feeling and let it go though so there's no uncomfortableness or anything.  Plus, I'm not going to do anything about it.  I'm done being the one who makes the first move. 

Everyone is asleep and I'm not tired.  Of course, it's only 8:40pm in the states and in Denmark it's 2:40.  I should go to sleep soon.  Viktoria passed her sickness to Robert and I ... and I'm going to need all the rest I can get to fight it off.  Tomorrow will be nice, we're just going to hang around the house until we take Viktoria to the train station and then go visit 3 more friends that I've met online.  I'm a little nervous about this meeting because while I met them years ago, around the same time I met Robert, I don't really know them.  We'll see.  If it gets weird I've got Vincent to talk to lol.

Think I'm gonna go surf the interwebs for awhile before I fall asleep.  Hope everyone is having a great week.  I'll be home the evening of the 13th.  Try not to miss me.