Been slacking for January. This is only my 5th post. Granted, I wasn't busy with school last month. I don't know what it is but I swear I feel so friggin' far behind already. Maybe it's because I don't have my books yet? I dunno.
I actually have a fair amount to say right now, but I'm so tired and I have to study for a physics exam tomorrow. I'll just try and put words here tomorrow...which means it'll be another week or so *sigh*. Sorry. I know you're disappointed.
Writings
| Tuesday, January 12, 2010 |
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I've been enjoying my vacation. Haven't really done much of anything except spend time online playing SWG and making new friends. Bob's been absent longer than normal this year but he finally came back online today and I got to talk to him. I worry about him. Sometimes he doesn't seem happy and it makes my heart hurt. I just want to make everything alright for him.
Victoria's been having issues with her dad. I swear I wish I could punch him for her. I want to hold her tightly and make her forget all about him and his empty promises. Also, she's been my hero for the last week or so now. My tire exploded last week when we were on the way to the library and I can't fix it till next week when I get back from vacation. She's been driving me around when I venture outside to go to the store. She had to go home yesterday though, her grandma's been really sick. I hope she's ok, her grandma is pretty neat.
Let's see...what else? I've been writing a lot on my other projects. I've been trying to do a lot there because I know once school starts up again I won't really have any time or energy to devote to them. Even though I'm not that great of a writer, I really do enjoy it.
I have a guilty pleasure...Simply Red and Rick Astley...and other musicness of that sort. I found Simply Red's YouTube channel and was listening to some of his stuff. Here's one of my favorites:
Anyway, it's late and my bum hurts...I'm gonna go to bed now I think. Gotta do laundry and finish cleaning the apartment tomorrow to get ready for my trip to see my little sister. I can't wait to see her :)
Victoria's been having issues with her dad. I swear I wish I could punch him for her. I want to hold her tightly and make her forget all about him and his empty promises. Also, she's been my hero for the last week or so now. My tire exploded last week when we were on the way to the library and I can't fix it till next week when I get back from vacation. She's been driving me around when I venture outside to go to the store. She had to go home yesterday though, her grandma's been really sick. I hope she's ok, her grandma is pretty neat.
Let's see...what else? I've been writing a lot on my other projects. I've been trying to do a lot there because I know once school starts up again I won't really have any time or energy to devote to them. Even though I'm not that great of a writer, I really do enjoy it.
I have a guilty pleasure...Simply Red and Rick Astley...and other musicness of that sort. I found Simply Red's YouTube channel and was listening to some of his stuff. Here's one of my favorites:
Anyway, it's late and my bum hurts...I'm gonna go to bed now I think. Gotta do laundry and finish cleaning the apartment tomorrow to get ready for my trip to see my little sister. I can't wait to see her :)
My feet are cold!
| Monday, January 4, 2010 |
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I don't know why but my feet stay frozen...from the ankle down. It's a terrible thing. Yes I have socks on and the rest of me is warm. Maybe I need a fuzzy dog to sit on my feet and keep them warm?
Posted a couple more entries on my other projects. I need to work on fixing the way those blogs look and add a bit more detail to them.
I have to say that I really hate it when people get pissy over nothing. Just two people having a fun and playful banter over a forum and someone has to butt in and toss their nasty at them. Well to you people I say, STFU and utilize your ignore button! You hurt a friend of mine and if I knew where you lived I'd send 9 plagues to your doorstep!
/endrant
I missed church today because of my insomnia. I hate that. I also have barely any energy to do anything throughout the day either. Today though, I did manage to read a book. Vampire Hunter D - book 1. I finished it and need to get book 2 from Victoria. I'm also going to start on the Wheel of Time series tonight.
I'm a little tired so I think I'm going to take my book and frozen feet to bed. Hopefully I'll get some decent sleep tonight.
Posted a couple more entries on my other projects. I need to work on fixing the way those blogs look and add a bit more detail to them.
I have to say that I really hate it when people get pissy over nothing. Just two people having a fun and playful banter over a forum and someone has to butt in and toss their nasty at them. Well to you people I say, STFU and utilize your ignore button! You hurt a friend of mine and if I knew where you lived I'd send 9 plagues to your doorstep!
/endrant
I missed church today because of my insomnia. I hate that. I also have barely any energy to do anything throughout the day either. Today though, I did manage to read a book. Vampire Hunter D - book 1. I finished it and need to get book 2 from Victoria. I'm also going to start on the Wheel of Time series tonight.
I'm a little tired so I think I'm going to take my book and frozen feet to bed. Hopefully I'll get some decent sleep tonight.
Just because I can
This song randomly played today. I love Patti LaBelle. While looking for it on YouTube, I found the next song.
Can you believe I've never seen Les Miserables? First time I'd heard this song too. It's pretty.
Can you believe I've never seen Les Miserables? First time I'd heard this song too. It's pretty.
It's 2010
Last year went really good. It started out good and it built up steamy goodness until the middle of November when my world just came crashing down around me when he said goodbye. From then on it's been a daily struggle to just make it through to the next day. I think I've managed it pretty well actually.
I'm sitting here, on the first day of the new year, with an odd calm around me. I just got done telling someone that he shouldn't settle for me just because he's lonely. How I feel about him is neither here nor there. I refuse to put my heart in the care of someone unless I'm certain that he's willing to take care of it .. and is ok with the baggage I'm bringing. Thanks to my ex, I now worry about my significant other being faithful and if I'll ever be enough for someone and lots of other random things that no man should have to deal with unless they are the cause of it. It's not fair to anyone.
So while I'm healing my heart and my soul I hope that eventually there is someone out there who wants me for who I am and will let me love them in the special way that I do. Wholly and without reservations. Someone who will help heal my trust issues with patience and understanding. Someone who actually deserves me.
One day...I'm hopeful. But for now, I'll just count my blessings, be thankful for my friends, and work on fixing myself.
<3
I'm sitting here, on the first day of the new year, with an odd calm around me. I just got done telling someone that he shouldn't settle for me just because he's lonely. How I feel about him is neither here nor there. I refuse to put my heart in the care of someone unless I'm certain that he's willing to take care of it .. and is ok with the baggage I'm bringing. Thanks to my ex, I now worry about my significant other being faithful and if I'll ever be enough for someone and lots of other random things that no man should have to deal with unless they are the cause of it. It's not fair to anyone.
So while I'm healing my heart and my soul I hope that eventually there is someone out there who wants me for who I am and will let me love them in the special way that I do. Wholly and without reservations. Someone who will help heal my trust issues with patience and understanding. Someone who actually deserves me.
One day...I'm hopeful. But for now, I'll just count my blessings, be thankful for my friends, and work on fixing myself.
<3
