DINKLEBURG!!!!

Apparently we're blaming all of our troubles on him for the next week or so.  For example:  "I have a test in 45 minutes and instead of studying I'm surfing the interwebs....DINKLEBURG!!!!"

Other than that, there's been a lot going on.  I feel, once again, that I have to step up and do other people's jobs and I hate it.  I know there are other people who could be doing this...like the person who's job it is to do it.  I'm not going to go on more about it right now...what I keep reminding myself is that I only have 2.5 more months before I graduate (dear Lord, is it really that short amount of time!?  This is the first time I actually counted the months *sweat*) and then I'll (hopefully) be a grad student and alumni and won't have all these responsibilities on my shoulders...they'll belong to someone else...right?

And now I have 15 minutes before my exam...where did the time go???  Ugh, time to leave you.

Just another Tuesday

Today wasn't too bad I think. Had my first Physics exam and I think I did pretty good on it actually. Which basically means I'm sure I didn't fail it lol. Although, the last problem I'm sure I totally screwed up. I just kinda blanked out and forgot how to do it.

I ate lunch with friends, even though I supposed to be using that time to work on homework due this week. Then I went to my physical therapy. The therapist seems to support the doctor's conclusion that it's a severe muscle spasm so that's a good thing. I got a 15 minute electrical massage with heat and then he showed me 3 stretches he wants me to do twice a day. I go back on Thursday. Oh, and the spasm is so low that he got to feel up my butt while putting the electrodes on and taking them off lol.

Then I went and did some homework while waiting on 4pm for the math club meeting. At 5 til I went to find out what room it was in, only to find out that it's next week not today. So I went home.

Now I'm just relaxing and getting ready to fix dinner before I finish up on my homework. I really need to work on the applications for the internship....and get that information to Dr. B so he can write my recommendation.

I wonder if I'll get a chance to read for a bit before bed tonight?

I wonder

I should be studying for my Differential Equations quiz in 2 hours. I will...I just need to get this out.

This morning as I was leaving for class I looked down at my task bar and saw that Eric had logged out of Yahoo. My heart momentarily stopped and I was filled with conflicting emotions. First of all, that I had logged onto Yahoo and not noticed he was on is a huge deal. I can remember the days when that was the first thing I looked for and how disappointed I would be if he wasn't there. Secondly, I was a little upset and hurt that he saw me log on but didn't say anything.

So I spent the whole day with him on my mind. Not something I wanted to do, I promise. A part of me wanted to rush home and wait and see if he'd log back on like I used to do. The new me recognized these feelings and let them go. I'm not waiting around for anyone anymore. Especially someone who has made it very clear that they don't want to be with me.

This is me living my life and not desperately chasing after someone who may or may not want to talk to me. If you want me, you've got to come get me damnit.

Now I'm off to study.

Shhhhhhh...

Finals are over. I've had 3 hours of sleep in the last 48 hours. I miss Victoria. I miss my son. I've bribed him with lots of food that is bad for you tonight because I have to sleep. Tomorrow, if I get up early enough I'm going to go Christmas shopping for him. I can't wait, but I hate being on a limited budget.

I may have to retake Calculus. That stupid final lowered my grade too much.

I'm going to bed now. G'night!

The day in-between

The physics final wasn't too bad...tho many penguins had to die....and there was a lot of penguin violence...and a blender. Don't ask.

Thankfully I won't have to retake the class. Yay for amply endowed and strategically shown cleavage in class. Oh no, I'm not above using my weapons of mass distraction to help my grade.

The calculus final was brutal. I had to leave at least 4 questions unanswered. The smart guys I studied with before the exam both looked at each other and mouthed "Oh f*k this test is hard!" *sigh*. I'm afraid that the final will lower my grade. I really don't want to have to retake any more classes.

After finals I came home and fed the kid, set the alarm and went to bed...it was 5:30pm. I slept till about 11 then got up and started a marathon of Greek. I don't really have much to say except that tomorrow/today will be spent finishing up my last final and turn it in weds. I am pretty hungry...but I'm too lazy to go fix something and don't have anything quick to stick in the microwave. I wish something was open so that I could order delivery. Hmm...biscuits sound really good right now.

So, yeah..I'm gonna go get some biscuits, and watch some more tv. Yay for being (almost) done!

So just lock me in a closet till it's over.

I mean really...I just want to curl up in a ball and die this semester.  I hate Anatomy and just so you know, I've never been ok with getting a 64 on an exam but in this class for me, that's like getting a friggin' A....too bad I got a 52 on this last one.  

I hate anatomy so much....a monkey could do better than me. :(